WE’RE HERE FOR THE MIDNIGHT PREMIER FOR STAR TREK AND WE ARE LITERALLY THE ONLY ONES HERE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

He’s coming here, I’m so excited! I knew mom was going to say yes but when she said something to me about it it was just so surreal, he’s going to be staying with me I can’t even believe it!

I woke up with such high expectations for today, and it’s turned into complete shit.

Fuck you 11:11.

I JUST WANNA LEAVE THIS FUCKING HOUSE IS THAT REALLY TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR

why do all my plans fucking get fucked over I just want to go somewhere and do something and I can’t even do that. It’s not like I’m going to go to some party and fuck guys and get drunk and take drugs, I just want to go to my best friends house and eat fucking candy. 

Okay so one time in my film class we played a version of scene it and it got to a part where there was a cartoon picture of symbols that represented movie titles and it was a picture of cheetahs with long hair and wearing dresses and makeup and I shit you not not one single fucking person knew what it was and I was sitting there waiting for someone to say the answer and no one did and the answer came on the screen and no one fucking knew it and I just sat there so ashamed because it was not that fuCKING LONG AGO THAT THE CHEETAH GIRLS CAME OUT YOU STUPID MOTHER FUCKERS

I’m excepting a lot of feels tonight. 

One time I was scrolling through tumblr in class and I saw a picture of a really hot person and I showed my friend and I said ‘this person is really hot’ and this girl behind me said ‘why did you say ‘that person’ instead of he or she?’ And I said it was because I couldn’t tell if it’s a guy or a girl but they were really hot so I just dubbed them ‘person’ and this guy next to me said ‘that’s really offensive what if they identify as a lamp’ and I just stared at him and then said ‘I like your shoelaces’ and he just nodded and went back to his work.

I hate group projects, I always get stuck with the job no one else wants to do because they know I’ll do it. Now I’m going to get the blame because I have no fucking idea how to write a page on my groups stand on Healthcare, and I don’t even understand where we fucking stand. All they say is we’re against universal healthcare because taxes would go up. How do I write an entire page just going off of that? I’m fucking screwed. I have no idea what to write and I’m going to have another fucking panic attack if I can’t get this stupid fucking thing done I hate this shit. 

how do you fall into the sky

Okay guys time for me to try and sleep
I feel really claustrophobic with my blankets all of a sudden so I doubt I will, but Skype sleepover right now so it’s always easier with him here